my existence

|>me |ian
|>existed |230589
|>status |married. |>currently |working |>represented |nineteen.19
|>piercings |labret'tongue
|>hue |red.black.pink
|>my songs |onlyone*
....broken this fragil thing now

i know this love between us is growing stronger
you can call me whenever from wherever
just remember that

i'll be there
through all the stormy weather
+us+ break up never
no we'll be together
in my heart you'll always be
and more to me
for I.
know this love between us
is growing stronger

for you are always
on my mind
you know that

you are always
on my mind?

spank me again

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Designer: I
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my utopia



  • April 2006
  • May 2006

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    Monday, May 08, 2006

    |i just wanna live

    <--this is mae. hehe.
    she came over to ntu to come find me. how sweet!! haha.. and you're so not a princess okay!! you are MY old woman. laughh* thanks for the currypuff. my tummy really needed something to fill it up. smiles**

    pisai finally came back. finally. me and mae were at jp's coffee bean. chilling and pisai finally came back after 2 days. met us there. and we decided to go EAT!!! like finally. went to some wierd shanghai stall at the food court. got myself some suan la mian. whatever that is. then i thought to myself: wait.. after not eating for one day spicy food might not be the best option. but... hopes dashed when the food was already served. ohh well. it didn't taste nice. so i was feeding pisai with most of it. hehe. she knew immediately when i didn't finish my food. aww... brother, you just know me la. hehe. wells, after that we went to get grocery at ntuc. went to get some jap mushroom, button mushroom, omg.. and more mushroom. wanted pisai to taste my mum's super duper marvelous mushroom soup. cooked by me. haha. then there were the few campbell soups. cream of mushroom, chicken, mushroom n chicken. laughh** bought ourself some prawn cracker to nibble on. after finishing getting our stuff. this stupid pisai realised that she lost her wallet. sighh** shakes head. immediately, i told them to wait there and i'll go to coffee bean to search for it. on the way there, was on the escalator. saw lynn with her current girlfriend. she passed me as she was on the other direction. i called out to her softly while she was all cuddly with her girlfriend. and she got a jolt and literally pushed out of her girlfriends arms. i was there thinking: whoa what's that for? so i just scratched my head and went on in search for pisai's wallet. went off to the counter and they said yupps. so thankfully some stranger is kind enough to not take anything from the wallet and returns it to the management of coffee bean.. so, then we went down, i was telling pisai about the whole lynn experience. then the both of us were equally shocked. cause why is it that she had to react that way. i mean, at the end of the day, we knew so long ago that the both of them were attached what. hmm **scratch head. nevermind. paid our stuff and guess who we saw again? lynn and that.. erm ya. wells, i guess pisai had enough of her dumb facial expressions we decided to not socialise that much and leave. went off to buy fags. [viceroy menthol lights] fag together with mae. our cute lil princess. talked about my bdae. kinda upset. cause these kinda things, i thought... somehow or another shouldn't my girlfriend be involved in the planning too? but nevermind. i shrug off any form of negative thought. so.. while we came up the escalator... right at the entrance of coffee bean.. there she was. +SHE+.. sighh** i.. wanted to say "hi" so badly. after all this while. she still lingered. but yet. she took a glimpse of me. and turned away. she, her son and... 2 guys. nevermind. i went all silent after that. the both of them noticed. but i just. i dunno. i just didn't know how to react after that. when we sat down.. together with all the wierd "illegal immigrants" surrounding us.. half way thru my stick, mae came close. and asked me softly. "hey... you okay? you went quiet all of a sudden. whats up." and i muttered. " i saw... her." and mae was like. "omg. then? why didn't you say hi" ... ... ... that sour tinge came again.

    "she didn't allow me to."

    nevermind. so then and there. we went back on our own seperate ways. pisai's hall friends wanted to share cab.. joined ron in a cab while the rest of them went off in another. theys were all eagerly wanted to test out ron's 3g cam. but then we all realised, the one that was shown in the advertisment.. is so friggin' clear.. the one that is shown on the dumb screen ... is so distorted. wth.

    went back, i cooked my mummy's mushroom soup for pisai. and she loved it. smiles** and she said"you better cook this more often." hehe.. i was like . okay! --anything for you brother!
    well..after getting our shower and all.. we decided to cook pasta. ha. i was hungry. hehe. yupps. after filling our tummy... we all decided to head to bed and just put the itunes on and just read our book. so there we were. the 2 extremely CUTE bungs.. on bed reading. me=the time traveler's wife. and pisai=the prometheus deception. [i can't even pronounce her title. wtf] ohh well, then we decided to open the bag of prawn crackers to ... nibble. hahaha. we finished it within.. 15 mins?! haha.. so much for nibble. laughh** so a lil while after that. my poor old brain says.."nap time" and i told pisai that i shall doze....zzzzzzz

    it was good to have my best bro by my side.

    i read your blog.
    i'm sorry.
    sorry for making you feel miserable.
    i want to see you... soon.
    i hope. me and pisai.
    come on bro. admit it.
    fagging rocks.
    smiles widely .

    imu* alot.

    |i'd do anything. just to fall asleep with you.

    <3 6:19 PM